I Call It Visibility

by Hollaback on September 30, 2010 · 10 comments

Remember AJ? Of course you do! Her first guest post Don’t Feel Guilty If You Aren’t Straight last week got an awesome response, and now she’s back with her second installment. Enjoy! Love, the Hollaback Girls

As I have been thinking about this post, the Le Tigre song “Viz” has been running through my head.

They call it climbing and I call it visibility,

They call it coolness and I call it visibility,

They call it way too rowdy I call it finally free.

In my previous post, I discussed some of the difficulties of being a queer identified health blogger.

Something I hear in the running community is “If it was easy, everyone would do it.”

There is something to be said there — that something that is important can also be difficult. And the role minority bloggers play in adding their voice to the health blogging community is a valuable one, even when it isn’t easy for us.

We are simply being visible (also referred to as “shoving our lifestyle in your face” by the haters). And visibility is incredibly important.

Social psychology research shows that the less contact a person has with a group different from her own, the more intolerant or less accepting she will be. Said differently, the white girl who grows up in Harlem (me!), is likely to feel comfortable around African-Americans, hold fewer prejudices and stereotypes, and discriminate less. Someone might not know any queer people, but I hope if they stumble across my blog and begin reading, they will get to know someone who is queer (and AWESOME).

I am a face that can be matched to this label. Readers can see that sometimes I wear heels and skirts and sometimes I wear beaters and chucks. Sometime I wear make-up, sometimes I don’t. Whatever you might think a lesbian looks like…

I hope that if someone is not sure about whether she supports, for instance, same-sex marriage, hearing about my relationship with R and our hopes and dreams for getting married and our future together will help her recognize that same-sex marriage is not something that is scary, or strange, or anything that will make her marriage any less important.

Reading the experiences of a queer-identified blogger can not only personalize the lives of queer individuals and therefore reduce discrimination and stereotypes, but it can also raise awareness about the negative effects of such discrimination. For instance, say R or I should get injured while running. It’s happened. And it happened last year to R and she tried to rehab herself because she had craptastic insurance. Good for blogging (I will sing the praises of foam rolling until the kale comes home), but really crappy for R. See, I have awesome insurance that I get free of charge and I could have added R to my benefits for not much money because my company offers Domestic Partner benefits. However, we had to make the painful decision for R to not take my insurance and to keep her more expensive, less extensive coverage. This is not because I enjoy taking care of R when she’s sick (although she does get a cute sad puppy face that’s just irresistible)…it’s because even if we were married in the state of California (which we’re not – we moved here after Prop 8) the federal government would not recognize our marriage. Good old Defense of Marriage Act. As a result, the amount my company would pay for R to receive my benefits (upwards of $500/month) would be considered part of my income for federal income tax purposes. Not to disclose how much I make, but an additional $500/month puts me in another income tax bracket. We simply could not afford it.

Which leads us to another stereotype, that of the DINK. No, that’s not the latest term for a boy bimbo. It stands for Double Income No Kids. It’s why Pride Parades are mostly a parade of commercial sponsors. They view us as having tons of expendable income to spend on these now-known-to-us gay friendly companies. Nothing like seeing those Coors Light mountains in rainbow hues, or hearing an emphasis on friendly when we’re told to “Fly the Friendly Skies.” Wish it were true, really I do. I truly wish R and I had nothing but gobs of money to go supporting all these LGBT family-friendly companies…and to turn Lululemon from runner’s porn into runner’s reality. But we don’t. Because the DINK stereotype just doesn’t hold up under closer research (Herek, Chopp, & Strohl, 2007). Research demonstrates that marital status is correlated with income. Married men have higher average incomes than unmarried men and married couples generally have more household income than singles or cohabitating adults.

And guess who can’t get married in most states? Yep.

Also, although gay men and lesbians do tend to achieve higher levels of education and reside in urban areas where median income is higher, we are also more likely to sacrifice financial rewards for careers in lower-paying occupations where tolerance of sexual minorities is higher. These all apply to R and I – we are unmarried (not by choice) and, although we have high levels of education (3 masters degrees, 1 PhD and 1 almost-PhD between us) and live in an urban center, we are both working in lower-paying jobs in which we can be completely open about who we are.

Queer blogging can also reduce isolation within the queer community. I am fortunate to live in the gayborhood, but LGBT individuals live all over – including small towns in which he/she may be the only LGBT person for miles. The internet is a powerful community building tool and in the LGBT community it serves an important purpose. Most minority identities are identities we’re born into. As such, within our families, we have people to serve as role models on not only how to cope with discrimination, but also how to be a successful (fill in the minority identity) in this world. African Americans learn what it means to be African American from their parents and community. However, LGBT individuals are not usually raised in families comprised of LGBT individuals. This is a minority identity that we usually identify with later in life (whether that’s childhood, adolescence or, in the case of yours truly, year two of a PhD program). Finding a queer community is vital to learn how to cope with homonegativity and heterosexism from queer individuals who have successfully handled such challenges (e.g., Bowleg, Huang, Brooks, Black, & Burkholder, 2003; D’Augelli, Collins, & Hart, 1987; Ueno, 2005). A queer community can also provide increased social support (go Team Rainbow!), it can provide a chance to meet a potential romantic partner, and it provides a sense of empowerment (Balsam & Mohr).

Queer blogging that is integrated with other topics – such as health blogging – serves an important purpose. It shows that queer identified individuals are out there. It shows the effects of being denied equal rights. And it also shows that queer individuals are healthy individuals with great recipes, helpful training tips, and hilarious stories of mishaps, just like any other health blogger out there. Being queer is an important part of our identity, but it’s one part of a multi-faceted identity. Queer bloggers have the opportunity to show this both to their straight readers and to other queer readers out there who might be struggling.

My queer identity does sometimes take front seat in my blog. Some readers may not like that. They might call it “shoving their face in it.” But I call it visibility.

AJ is the sassy voice behind QueerVeganRunner. She cannot believe she used her research dissertation for this series…it finally came in handy.

Sources Cited:

Balsam, K., & Mohr, J. (2007, July). Adaptation to sexual orientation stigma:  A comparison of bisexual and lesbian/gay adults. Journal of Counseling Psychology, 54, 306-319.

Bowleg, L., Huang, J., Brooks, K., Black, A., & Burkholder, G. (2003). Triple jeopardy and beyond: Multiple minority stress and resilience among black lesbians. Journal of Lesbian Studies, 7, 87-108.

D’Augelli, A. R., Collins, C., & Hart, M. M. (1987). Social support patterns of  lesbian women in a rural helping network. Journal of Rural Community Psychology, 8, 12-22.

Herek, G. M., Chopp, R., & Strohl, D. (2007). Sexual stigma: Putting sexual minority health issues in context. In I. Meyer & M. Northridge (Eds.), The Health of Sexual Minorities: Public Perspectives on Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender Populations (pp. 171-208). New York: Springer.

Ueno, K. (2005). Sexual orientation and psychological distress in  adolescence: Examining inter-personal stressors and social support processes. Social Psychology Quarterly, 68, 258-277.

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MelissaNibbles September 30, 2010 at 5:18 pm

Another great post. I find it interesting that the same corporations (Target for example) advertise at gay pride events and then go and donate money to anti-gay politicians. They want you to buy their shit, but they don’t want to support you.

I like what you wrote about how important it is to find identity within the gay community. I can only imagine how hard it is to find a gay community to identify with in rural areas. It’s not like you can tell by looking at someone that they’re gay and a lot of people aren’t out in the workplace or in the community at all.

Very thought provoking!
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Libby September 30, 2010 at 5:32 pm

This is such smart, excellent writing — I think you do a beautiful job of hitting the point that great bloggers are multifaceted folks, and your identity impacts most facets of your life.

I love that you introduced research to back up your points, too — not used to seeing a Works Cited on a health blog post, but I LOVE it.

I’m looking forward to the next installment!
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Laura Georgina September 30, 2010 at 6:52 pm

It is truly amazing what the internet can do to connect people. I’m SO glad that you’re out there (ha!) doing your thing and showing everyone that you’re so much more than a set of labels, and that all the things that define you can come together to be a part of one really wicked whole. It DOES make a difference to see people be visible about their beliefs and their differences.

Oh, and can I say how happy I am that your post involved citations? Yeah, I’m a nerd.

PS–if only I’d been able to use my Master’s thesis for something other than providing late-night drunk giggles! Sigh… Renaissance lit (even when it’s about poetry talking about non-normative female relationships) just doesn’t hold a candle to this.
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Chrissy (The New Me) September 30, 2010 at 9:17 pm

THANK YOU for writing this. I’m not queer, but I went to one of the gay-friendliest schools in the US (SUNY Purchase – holla!) and I have a ton of gay friends. Then I moved to small town Texas, a totally different world. Your blog reminds me of home, even as it reminds me of the struggles the LGBT community and it’s straight allies are still facing.

Also, I love Le Tigre so hard!

Aj September 30, 2010 at 9:21 pm

Melissa…it is so frustrating to see corporations, like Target and Best Buy, trying to get both sides in their pockets. I think people would be surprised at the the corporations whose logos are decked out in rainbows for Pride. These are corporations who one wouldn’t normally associated with any political issue, let alone gay rights. It’s important to remember their interest is not the issue at all – just the money and that means playing for both sides of any issue. (Btw, I’m only not naming which corporations because I simply can’t remember -so much for all those fancy floats!).

Libby & Laura Georgina…I am such a nerd! I’m glad the citations and reference to dissertation were appreciated, I was THRILLED to use them!
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Aj September 30, 2010 at 9:26 pm

Chrissy! SUNY Purchase! I lived half my life in Westchester County and went to college in the Hudson Valley…hello neighbor! and no wonder my blog reminds you of home (and ditto, by the way). It is so important that the LGBT community has an ally deep in the heart of (East) Texas!
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elaine! October 1, 2010 at 5:53 am

I’m still skeeved about how Prop 8 turned out. It was all like, no more prop 8! Yay! :) Wait, but you still can’t get married? WTF? :(

I wish they would just get over it and make it a national law. Because even if you can get married in California, what happens to your rights as a married couple when you come to Nevada?

I’ve come across the “shoving it in your face” mentality before, and it boggles my mind.
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ms. vegina October 1, 2010 at 6:17 am

My comments are brief. Awesome post!
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Summer October 5, 2010 at 7:35 pm

Fantastic post with excellent points…and great humor to boot. Favorite: “I will sing the praises of foam rolling until the kale comes home.”

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